The rush attacks again!

Yes, I'm feeling that sense of loneliness again. It's funny how it tends to hit me periodically in waves. Nothing like a little mellow music and candles to ease things.

I was thinking and realized that in college, I'll be open to so many dating possibilities. I won't have to settle as much or be worried that I won't be able to have a sensible conversation. It excites me that many prerequisites that I've established will already be met just by acceptance into the college. Stoked!

I was trying to kill time today and went shopping for a desktop/laptop at Apple today. I'm 80% sure as of now that I'm gonna get an iMac for the dorm and a black MacBook. After having a long talk with the employees, the Air really isn't worth it. Plus, my tendency to get things stolen will be diminished by getting a regular MacBook. I think my parents can at least buy those for all the money I'm saving them, right? Well ~$3,000 total. =T

I'm going to take a six hour rest, then get back to Passage. Talk about a let downer.